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My problem is that I want sex regularly … very regularly. As far back as I can recall, I’ve had a very high sex drive and probably masturbate daily if I can’t have sex.

“Look at me, jerking off in the shower… This will be the high point of my day; it’s all downhill from here.”

Now personally, I prefer a visual stimulus – thank goodness for the Internet!

Carolyn will reluctantly dress to thrill, more so these days as corsetry keeps things in place and looking good. So every so often when she’s feeling the need for satisfaction, I’ll be called on for stunt cock duties. Carolyn tends to have an orgasm pretty quickly and will usually have more than one, but she doesn’t like foreplay, doesn’t like giving or receiving oral sex and just wants to get it over and done with as soon as possible: wham bam thank you Ma’am! Sterotypically blokeish, really.

I, on the other hand, love foreplay almost as much as the physical act itself and I do enjoy cunnilingus. Until recently – yes, until I met Angela – fellatio was something I could take or leave, frankly. Carolyn was recounting a discussion she’d been having with some work colleagues about fellatio and told me that she had said she thought it was demeaning and it was just as well I hated it. Angela and I laughed about this later as she is very accomplished and has given me fellatio “to completion” before – the first time I’ve experienced that, if I recall correctly.

I also like taking my time so that the whole experience is lengthy and pleasurable for both partners; it’s important to me that my partner is satisfied.

So going from a one time every blue moon quickie, sex with Angela becomes a long and pleasurable time with me cumming four or five times each time (and it has to be said with more volume than I’d previously been used to). Indeed it recently dawned on me that I probably enjoy masturbation more than I enjoy sex with Carolyn. Sad but true.

Something that Angela has discovered with me is how her feet are an erogenous zone for her and how much she enjoys me kissing, licking and sucking her toes and soles. I enjoy that a great deal too and you can probably imagine how Angela has become my perfect sexual partner given this and her enjoyment of dressing provocatively for me and wearing nylons and heels when she’s with me.

When we can’t be together, Angela and I chat online using Windows Live Messenger – MSN to you and me – and she’ll often nip off to try on some new lingerie or shoes and take photos or video of herself which she then sends to me. I’ve also masturbated on webcam for her – thinking about us together and obviously looking at the photos we’ve taken together or those she sends me gets me hard – which is another first and something I wouldn’t have been comfortable doing with anyone else.

So for the first time in many years, I’m sexually satisfied with my mistress and soul-mate, Angela. It’s just a pity we’re apart so much and for so long. One day…